I have been treated for mental illness by 19 psychiatrists. The first told me sort of a metaphor. He said, “When we felt hurt or aggrieved it was like a balloon that we put into a box. We continue to put balloons into the box then one day the box opened and all the balloons come out, the ones on top and some on the bottom.”
The story here is very benign and most will say what is going on with this crazy dude. This action taken by my mother, father, and sisters to keep information from me that I think should have been given, created a balloon that has bounced from my subconscious many times. This balloon has never been burst. The episode is recreated time and time again via the brain’s reaction to present stimuli. This a very complicated brain reaction. Very little is known as to how to govern.