The brain conversations with self is slowly going away. A decision to remove myself from this game gives me the opportunity to examine my own actions. My own actions were removing me from the knowledge of God’s will and the power to carry that out. As in war I was attacking the weakest point. Today I remove myself from that battlefield. Knowing this, the heated brain can deal with everyday functions. Sleeping patterns are better.
The ability to write about this diseased brain has come back, slowly. Today I think I may return to being a crazy philosopher.