July 20th the GI Doc’s staff started setting me up for test and others Docs , Oncologist & surgeon I have had a scan and it confirmed the mass but did not revile much more.
On July 23rd I visited the Oncologist He states the Colon cancer is stage 1, 2, or 3. He also thinks the neoplasm has been there a long time. He also ordered a PET scan July 29th one-day dater the vista with surgeon.
Yesterday and today I have been dealing with my manic-depressive disorder. This is nothing new.
The answer lies here: First I am a fellowship member and will be as long as I can be. The methodology is this.
I can Love my fellow member.
Pray often:
God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
The Courage to change the things I can.
And the Wisdom to know the difference.
Practice as Bill Sees It
'"When I feeling depressed, I repeat to myself state such as these: "Pain is the touchstone of spiritual progress"……. "Fear no evil"………"This to shall pass"………"This experience can be turned to benefit."
These fragment of prayer are far more than mere comfort. They keep me on the track of right acceptance; they break up my compulsive themes of guilt, depression, rebellion, and pride; and sometimes they endow me with the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."